With an innocent and calm look all he thinks about is who to kill next.He couldn't hurt a child never beat a dog and always took out the thrash.Humility and tasteful looks made him every girls dream.With an IQ surpassing that of a detective, accuracy was a quality he couldn't do without.It allowed him always make a kill.His victims would usually take their time when they thought no one was watching.This gave him the edge to strike.Having a time alone to evaluate his targets mattered.Fantasizing about the look of surrender before his victims die was inspiring.You couldn't live by emotion to be him.Instead you reason like a mathematician and made the gun your motivation.Deceiving people was easy because he is shy.This strategy he knew well.Growing up was terrible cos no one cared and after grandma told him his parents abandoned him,the zeal to be heartless became automatic.
His neighbourhood was cold.Everybody on the street needed love but found none.Becoming a drug dealer was his first intuition but the pimp never thought he was good enough because he was scared the first time to use a gun.Then things got worse.Paying bills became harder.So his final conclusion was 'eat or be eaten'.That night he bought a gun from a 'friend'.Never the type to be in a gang,Robbing a store turned out to be a murder of six people.An unfortunate couple was shopping with their four kids.He was scared and sloppy.The lady tried to call the cops,he shot them all but ran away discovering the owner recognised him.He knew he had to leave town but he felt he needed to be organised and 'do this again'.So he moves on to a different city.Killed more people and became popular as an assasin.It was good and evil.
His last job was a turning point.A man wanted his wife dead because she got pregnant by another man.He had never taken out an awaiting mother before.Something didn't feel right about this move.The morning of that fateful day,he overslept.That was strange but there was no turning back.They always paid him well so he had to be on time.Getting to the target seemed difficult.His vision went blur while driving.This had to be a joke but his deadly will drove him further.The back door was open but he found someone there.That was not the plan.The deal was to go through the back and kill her in the room.She usually was in bed on saturdays watching movies before leaving for the beach.But there was a man looking straight into his eyes.Obviously, he was the intruder.Intuition told him to shoot but something above logic held him on a fixed position.He hated himself immediately for acting stupid.The man picked a gun from the cabinet becos the assasin aimed first.He got shot twice in the arm.How he survived by escaping is forever a mystery.
His arms were bleeding badly.The next thought was getting help.At that minute he knew without a miracle he couldn't survive.Then he remembered someone spoke to him once about a man that could heal and forgive you of everything.It didn't matter if that sounded funny anymore.Survival was paramount.The Lord's prayer was what she taught him.Quickly he recited it then passed out.It was more real than a dream.The man was not in white like most people described their 'experience' with Jesus.He appeared beyond the dictionary of his thoughts.But one thing was obvious,His presence was humbling.All He told him was 'Go and sin no More'.He woke up and alas the bullets were in his pockets.He remembered the lady described a miracle as a 'supernatural thing that goes beyond our imagination'.He remembered she told him Jesus cared for us from inception regardless what we will be at the Beginning or End of our lives.Shame and regret set in but the Holy spirit ministered to his soul( intuition) that only the devil and demons couldn't be redeemed everyone regardless of their acts could be saved.He left the city and settled in China.Started a ministry to scout for young people who lacked direction and love.Today he is married with a wife and three kids.
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